Title: Betrayal and Lies (a Titanium bonus chapter)
Pairing: Baekyeol
Word Count: 942
Word Count: 942
PG-13
Chanyeol and Baekhyun have been slipping apart for a very long time, and it's time to call it off.
Chanyeol, we need to talk.
This was it, wasn't it? The end. I had been waiting for this a long time already, and it felt kind of relieving to get it over with.
I returned to my apartment, and saw Baekhyun sitting on the couch, watching tv. He turned the tv off when he saw me, and stood up. "I think you've guessed what I wanted to talk to you about." Baekhyun said and dragged his lips.
I nodded. "Thank you and goodbye, is it?" I asked, chuckling a little. "Kind of. There's more I want to talk to you about than that though."
I waited, and Baekhyun took a deep breath. "I've been seeing someone else." he said and looked down. So I had been right. I had had suspicions about it, but it still hurt incredibly much to hear him say it.
"It's a girl." he said. "What?!" I asked. Baekhyun nodded. "Yeah. That's why I decided to tell you. I've been lying to you these years. I'm not really gay. I don't love you, and I never have either. I do like you and all, a lot too, but I just haven't loved you."
My mouth was hanging open now. "Do you hear the words coming out of your mouth right now?!" I yelled. "You're saying you've been lying to me for four damn years. You've told me countless times how much you loved me, that we'd always be together, are you saying you lied?!"
Baekhyun furrowed his eyebrows. "Maybe it's not really that I lied... I thought I loved you, but now I know I didn't really."
"Do you love her?" I asked, voice dripping with hate. Baekhyun hesitated, but then he nodded.
It was weird. Incredibly weird. How come he suddenly realized he hadn't ever loved me when he met a girl? His parents had never approved of his relationship to me. They had instantly turned the cold shoulder on him when he had come out to them.
"I don't believe it. You did love me, you're not lying to anyone but yourself. Why go through those years with me if you didn't really love me? Your parents, your father especially. Are you saying you sacrificed your perfect relationship with them for someone you didn't really love?"
Baekhyun's ears had turned red. "Don't you dare even utter a word about my family. It's all your fault my father has hated me for these years."
"Hated'? He suddenly loves you again when you love a girl and suddenly realized you didn't love that guy at all?" I asked. Baekhyun's fists shook and his ears were red, but he ignored what I had said. "Anyways, I'll pack my things as quickly as I can. You can have the apartment."
With those words he started to walk towards the door, but I stopped him by putting my hand on the wall. "Does she know about me?"
"Minha knows of you and that you're a guy." he said in a forced voice, not looking at me. "Oh yeah? What does she say about me? About all the times you begged me to fuck you senseless? What does she say about her boyfriend liking it up the ass?" I asked in a low voice into his ear, just to get my frustration out on something.
"The same as I do. That it was just some phase in my life, that won't matter in the slightest in the future." the brunette said, avoiding my eyes.
I stayed quiet for a while. Baekhyun had never been a good liar. I doubted Minha, or whatever her name was, actually believed him. The only one he was fooling was himself, maybe just because he wanted to think it was true.
"One last time." I said, making Baekhyun furrow his eyebrows and look up at me. I saw my chance, and pinned him to the wall. "If you can prove to me you're not sexually attracted to me, I'll believe all of this you said about being straight as uncooked spaghetti."
Baekhyun stared at me. I couldn't tell what he was thinking at all.
"Chanyeol, that's incredibly stupi..." he said, but I quieted him down by kissing him. Maybe it was out of sheer habit, but suprisingly, he answered my kiss. He grabbed my arms and tried to (so weakly I didn't think he was trying at all) push them away, but I kept my arms where they were.
"Chanyeol..." he managed to mumble through the kiss. I just smiled and moved down to his neck. During the four years, I had managed to map all of the places he loved to get kissed on, and his collarbones just happened to be one of them. Kissing and slightly nibbling them, Baekhyun let out an involontary whimper.
I smirked and let my hands fall down to his waist, where I pulled his neatly ironed shirt out of his pants, and slipped my hands into them. I could hear Baekhyun's heavy breathing next to my ear.
The sudden thought of that girl's hands on Baekhyun like mine were momentarily stunned me. I became completely still, only snapping out of it when Baekhyun called me. "Chany-" he managed to say before I grabbed his arm and pulled him to the bedroom, closing the door behind him.
I was even more determined now to give Baekhyun the best fucking of his life, one last time. I'll never let you forget me. May you always be reminded of me when you have sex with her. May you still remember the nights we shared when you're 80 and with someone else than me.
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